So it has been months since I have written and most know why! I have three little kidlets all under age 2! Hello stress!!! As a women before my kids I felt I had it together, a little money in savings, a secure job, in school with goals and aspirations, yadda, yadda. Now fast forward 2 years and I feel I am a little lost at the present time. I have been so wrapped up in being a mom/wifey that I kind of "lost" my hobbies,likes, etc. Now I am frantically searching for them! I have also been dealing with some health issues which continue to frustrate me but I know I will beat whatever it is that is attempting to knock me down.
I have a best friend in IL, her name is Michelle. I have known her for the better part of ten years and she recently just retired from the Air Force after 20 years of faithful service. Amazing huh? :P She is also on a self discovery of sorts so I am following in her steps and trying to get into the blogging thing again! Heck if nothing else I put my thoughts out there and if others want to read so be it! I love you all no matter what! :P
I have been deciding what I could do to "find" me again so I went and toured an amazing gym here in town that I am doing to join tomorrow. They have a soccer league, swimming pools and free personal training. I am going to get back in shape and tone what God has left me with. Haha! I want to be a strong and confident wife for Jason and a healthy/fun mom for my kids. Do any other mom's feel lost out there at times? For 9 months you build these little people and then poof you are supposed to be a mom-wow! An amazing gift but a slippery slope to navigate at times right ladies? I will join the gym tomorrow, and I will start the path to getting in shape again. I will even post my weight as a starting off point and see what I gain or lose in this little adventure.
I am 134 pounds....To be continued!
Love to you all...~S
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