Saturday filled with love~

~Today was deemed a family day, one of our last before Jason heads back to Korea this coming Friday. He has been a big help to me while I have been healing and a big lifesaver with the kids and all of their needs which as any parent knows are considerable. I have been able to essentially lay around and he has handled 99%, which to someone who always MUST be in control at first was hard but now I have grown thankful for his help and simply being here. You all may or may not know, We are working on getting him back here or the military term that they use is "currtailed" due to illness in this case myself. This illness, or rather illnesses I have will not go away with medication but a life change, so I have lately decluttered the stress in my life. Cutting down on things and people that bring me down and instead surround myself and talk to the people that love me and make me feel better about myself. Also I have been doing a lot of positive talk, and reading on anything and everything! Next week will give me yet more time to relax and rejuvinate as I "hope" to be back at work the week of April 30th! Pending recovery of surgery etc, but I am a tough cookie and will do just fine! Jason is going to take the ole' baby gate down FINALLY after 2 years of our house looking like a daycare and simply baby proof the kitchen and stairs area! I cannot wait! One fluid room with no gates for the kids to hang on, or bang their cups on, just one of the many little things that make me happy! Then he will install our air conditioners and although they are not needed yet, they will be and that is one less worry for me! Not to mention the yards that are both getting worked on next week, it is all coming together. Now all we need to do is be patient, allow the military to work our medical humanitarian assignment out which could take 2 months or so and get him home. Now with him not finishing Korea potentially, it will mean deployments again but we can handle those. Career wise it will make it hard for him to make rank coming back to the same base to a point but again family is more important right? We weighed options heavily and this made the most sense for our family. As always I appreciate everyone's support and love...Little family of 5 is headed to rest it out on the couch! ~S