Sunday, May 6, 2012

Sunday..filled with busy babes and nervous feelings...

~Tomorrow I FINALLY go back to work after almost 7 weeks, I am on half days for awhile and I must say I am nervous! This is a place I have worked at for the last 6 plus years and I know these people very well..Most are wonderful and incredible, so I look forward to seeing everyone and also getting back into my groove. I have lost my groove with work and that scares me a bit, I have always been well a creature of habit and OCD at it's finest and now as I come back I am changed. I feel in a good way overall with a positive attitude that is anxious to re-learn my job as things have changed with it, I will take home reading at night to get up to speed if you will on processes and such..But a small side of me is nervous, a nervous like your first day of school..You lay out clothes, plan your hair, etc...Yet here I am, a body that is larger than my normal weight, and clothes simply are not fitting right now! Frustrated is the word there!!! I know this is not forever thank God, but I am sad and nervous none the less because no one at work except a select few know why I disapeared from work essentially 7 weeks ago! But enough of that, I will see how it goes and do my best, thankfully my co-workers and my boss are amazing and very understanding so that helps in navigating this. Enough of that...This weekend was good. My kids keep me ever so busy! They are in the stage of "Mine" and whining at it's finest and fighting with one another A LOT! A few times this weekend I had to separate all three babes and they all were in time out wailing..It is so funny how dramatic each one is...I always wonder who they get that from! Haha! Yes, yes I know me! :-) Then we would play and such and all is well again. Today we went to church and then the mall for some shopping, and they were good! So they had pizza for lunch and we headed home. Nap time all around and we ended the day before dinner time with a walk on the walking trails near our house. It is so cute that my kids point out birds, or dogs and mimick their sounds! Hilarious really...The walk was eventful and fun simply put. I walked hand in hand with my girls while my handsome son led the way so to speak, how lucky and blessed I am. My twins are so healthy despite what could have been considering how early they were and my Violet is just hilarious and funny as heck! Healthy trio, what more can I ask for? Nothing...I am blessed and as we embark on Mother's day this weekend I will love on my kids, and take in the fact that I am a MOMMY and that above all other jobs is the best! Yes I am nervous about my work job but I have the ultimate best job of all, the job of MOMMY. I wish you all blessings and a great Monday! ~S

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