~What a saturday! I am whoooped!:-(

~The day started off with promise, kids woke up happy and in a great mood but little did I know it would all be downhill from here! :-( We did the breakfast thing while they talked to daddy on the iPad, then we played and read books, listened to music and then nap time because we were headed to the mall so they would eat there. Everyone got up from said naps acting...well...Pissy! I shrugged it off and lugged everyone to the car, drove the short drive to the mall...Got everyone in there, picked up my wedding ring which was the reason for said trip. We went hunting for undies for Scarlett, she is soooo tiny but we found some at Chilren's Palace~YAY! Then headed to the car...crying the whole way, got into the car, more crying...Did I say my nerves were frazzled right about this point? Went to Babies R' Us for more potty training essentials because come Monday Kellan starts official potty training at daycare! YAY! Came home...Had snacks--Smiles for a bit from them...Then we all trucked outside to the back where I started the chore of planting grass in our HUGE backyard, it has been a week long process and it was finally time to lay the seed, etc..My entire body hurts from the obvious workout of it all, raking, tilling, seeding, repeat~~~The kids played well for over 2 hours then more crying began and I had it at that point so it was bathtime as they were all covered in dirt and mud. Tears the entire bath, tears for 2 hours after the bath and here I sit, they all fell asleep they were so exhausted...I am mentally drained, lonely, sad, and in all honesty I feel sick and I feel like crying....We are all allowed bad days and sadly mine is today...I am lonely, my phone does not ring, I really have no friends that can hang out, I am plain feeling sorry for myself tonight and I hate that...But I guess we are all allowed one day..Today is mine. :-( Tomorrow is Mother's Day and I am blessed to have my children despite the rough day, I remember years ago when the Dr's told me I would never have kids and here I am blessed with 3 beautiful kids that I am raising. They have wonderful hearts and I cannot wait to see what amazing adults they turn into! Tomorrow all 4 of us will start fresh and have a great day, we have church planned and then a few more errands and home I hope for the rest of the day as I prepare us for our week. I like to get clothes picked out for them, bathed, bags packed, snacks made for me since I am still on half days and eat at home and basically just being with my children. Tonight I will cuddle in, watch a girly flick, hit the hay early and start anew tomorrow...Mother's day! What a lovely gift it is to be a mommy...<3 Thanks to everyone who support my blogging/blah-blah'ing/etc...It means a lot as this is my outlet, my release if you will...Much love to you all~ Sarah