A Worthy Wednesday...

~Today was a BUSY day, heck who am I kidding...ALL of my days are busy! I hit the ground running at 4:40am and do not stop until about 10:00pm! But with that being said I am doing this darn it and I am doing it ALONE! NO HELP, and I am so beyond proud of myself and my children. My children are so well-behaved, well let me re-phrase so well-behaved for essentially triplets and embarking on 3 and 2 for the most part! WOW! Time sure does fly, I remember becoming pregnant with my twinsers and what a crucial and scary time that was, there was moments of enjoyment but honestly it was getting through each week, day, minute and sometimes hours. With Violet it was easy except for how HUGE I was, and then high blood pressure the last 2 weeks, other than that flawless. I look back on those times with fond memories and love and gratitude, love and gratitude for those around me who helped, who prayed, who supported but most of all my God. He is a good God and has continued to show me he is there, always beside me in times of happiness, sadness, frustration, and all things in between. What a wonderful feeling of calm that is. I have my days of course but they are less and less thankfully. My health is progressing, albeit slow it is getting better. I got the green light to taper off my stomach steroids so fingers crossed this causes no issues. Down side is I got another diagnosis, Type 2 diabetes...I was not totally shocked when my Dr told me as my grammy had type 1 and figured at some point in my life I may have to deal with it. There is some concern that it may be caused by the steroids so we will know in 2 months or so but for the time being I have to check my blood sugars several times a day, talk about annoying but things could always be worse. I see worse daily at work with my patients, and it makes me literally pray and thank God my children are healthy and thriving and that I will be ok in time. Maybe not my time, but his time! A minor set back in the scheme of things, so I will trudge on as I always do...I will say though, these past few days I have been a bit bummed. I realize there will be no breaks or vacations for me and the kids this year! I would LOVE a break, a real break away, on a beach somewhere but maybe next year I guess....People say things like "well at least you have had help!"...Yes I have had help while being sick, etc but the help is far and few between, this is all me so no that really is NOT a comforting statement but I know people are just trying to help and make a positive spin on a tough situation, I get that...What else....What else...I started the week with a kick butt black eye! I got hit in the left upper eye area, cut my eye really good, and am now rockin' a black eye, eyelid, and lower face, and arm...the arm I have no idea about but figured it is all part of the accident! It made my Monday not so great but I work with great Dr's and my favorite Dr took great care of me...I am blessed despite this set back. This weekend the kids start The Little Gym and I am so stoked!!! I cannot wait to see how they dig it!!! Fingers crossed everyone!!! I will leave you all with this one last statement, as a person gets older they really realize who is there and who is not. As I grow I find myself with less and less friends, but more and more peace and love with my kids...Maybe that is the way it should be? I have no idea but I am at peace...Some days are better than others of course but regardless, Life is good! Much love all~S