Trust..faith..and hope..

Trust, faith and hope are all words that have been in my vocabulary for as long as I can remember. I was always the person who trusted too much, the person who put too much faith in a person or people and finally one that always had hope. Unwavering hope that in some cases may have made me look foolish but to have hope is vital. It is important to never lose hope in yourself, in people, in friends, in human kind, in well...anything. There have been times where I lost hope, in the ability to have kids many moons ago and here I am blessed triple! I lost hope in friends and loved ones and once again this year has showed me those friends and loved ones will come to your aid when you speak up and reach out. Faith can be in a many great things, but it first must begin with faith in YOURSELF. I learned that from my bestfriend for over 10 years now Michelle, her and I have had a normal rocky relationship/friendship and battle the way bestfriends do but we always make up and come back to one another. Her husband says we act like an old married couple!!! Probably true but I digress, faith is vital in any situation. I will have faith in the surgeons on Tuesday that will cut me open, fix what needs fixing and have faith in their knowledge. I have faith that I will find a new job in Florida when we move soon, God as put a peace on my heart and I have faith he would never steer me wrong. There are times where I am pissy, upset, frustrated, you name it because darn it this has been one heck of a year! I joke that all hospitals in town have a room and OR reserved just for me! Haha! :) In my previous post I said I was always that sick kid/now adult and it is starting to get annoying in all honesty. I spent a great day with my mother in law who is here for 10 days to help me post surgery, how lucky I am to have her here to care for my babies and me! Blessed I guess one would call it!!! The kids got to see their Mamaw and they are loving the time with her...Soon we will be East Coast bound so the visits will be more frequent, how exciting! Lots of blessings in my life and I appreciate the followers of my blog, my own little cheering squad I suppose! I appreciate it! Much love to you all on this Sunday night...<3