Funk-tastic Sunday-:(

~I always have high hopes for every single day of my life because sadly you never know when your time is simply due. Like Jason's Grandma Casebolt said to me recently, in the bible it is stated that life goes as quick as a vapor. As quick aa a breath of air in and out, and that is so true. I look at myself thinking back 10 short years, I was still in the Air Force and living a totally different type of life, serving my country, going to school, was dating Jason and enjoying every minute of that life. Now here I am a mommy, a student once again (starting tomorrow!) moving and beginning a new chapter that is exciting and will be exciting once I cross a few last hurdles. Quite frankly today I woke up with the best of intentions but the kids were off and so was I, it happens I guess but darn it it was such a GREAT day yesterday. Tonight I sit here after having done my exercises to a new DVD I bought that came with a resistance band and WOW I am out of shape. I look in the mirror and cringe, I am so heavy (due to medications sadly.) my hair is falling out due to said medications and I just feel well, sad. Hence the name of this blog-FUNK-TASTIC SUNDAY! My kids refused naps today so it was tears for most of the day, I got more stuff listed and ready to sell, lord willing someone helps me out and buys some of it! And finally I am a 31 consultant and am currently doing an online party to which not one person has responded to, a few deleted my email and invite and it got me thinking. Was I dumb to try and do this? I am not a born seller of any product but I felt so passionate about the strong women behind these products that I felt I could do this! What am I doing wrong? I am unable to host a party due to moving, so I thought people could look at the site and maybe just maybe show interest? Yet nothing, not one word. I do not mind if people cannot purchase but darn it I feel at a loss. I guess that is the theme for tonight, all of my neighbors in the cul-de-sac are having Bronco football parties, and having fun yet here I sit, never an invitation and well feeling darn lonely! The "friends" I have here seem to never invite me, never take me up on my invitations to hang out so I guess I am at yet another loss. I have spent 10 years here and not one person to hang with tonight. Why yes I guess I am having a bit of a pitty party, I have been mom, dad, cook, maid, etc for 11 months and I am DONE. I miss having someone just to sit next to, sit and watch tv with, or sit and enjoy the silence together. I am sorry to my one or two readers that this is not all happy, peppy, YAY stuff...This is real and tonight along with feeling lonely my poor stomach is a mess. I am at a loss-simply put. I appreciate prayers, support and love that you bestow upon me and my kids. Tonight I will retire to the couch with the dogs as the kids fell asleep early. Just me and well me... G'night everyone-May Monday bring new and more positive feelings! ~S