Change is coming~

Morning all!
My dad and my sister got here last night and how wonderful it is to see them interact with the kiddies...I LOVE IT! I am blessed with a wonderful family and things like this visit keep reminding me of that all the time. Wednesday was my last day of work until after Lady Violet arrives and we both heal and get used to one another, thinking mid-January is when I will head back to the workforce and I am welcoming the work break. Of course it will not be a "Break" in most ways but a mental checkout from the daily drama of my work section is just what I need. After Violet comes home we will start the journey from a family of 4 to a family of 5 and that is a big number! Haha!! Alot going on in the next few weeks, and to top it off my beautiful twins turn 1 next Saturday the 13th...WOW! I look at their baby pictures and still get emotional, how little they were and so much hardwork they put in from an early age. All I can say is prayer makes a difference and our families/friends are amazing. I find myself once again pondering the typical mommy question though, can I juggle it all with 3 kids all very young? No doubt I can handle the kids, and Jason and running a home, add in school which I am doing great at, but there is always a piece I am missing of this puzzle and this morning I realized I have failed to make time for some long time friends. Not on purpose mind you and I hope they get that but more just simply by accident they fell through the cracks. Do they understand that at some point I will get back to my old ways and be there again for them? Gosh I sure hope so because at this point I wonder if I will lose them as friends....Just a thought I had. Other than that we plan on enjoying the weekend with Aunt Hannah and Pop's! I will sign out for now...Love to all!