As I sit here and reflect on the week and how it went, it went BUSY and FAST! This new job has be busy, and in all honesty a few nights this week my kids were the last 3 there...I cried the entire way home those nights because I felt bad, felt bad I only get an hour or so with them and darn it work needed me more than them? So I am determined to get better at time management with this new job and not go down that road again. PERIOD! I blink and my kids are big, I blink again and they are talking to me, saying sentences...The other day Scarlett looked at me in the morning and said "No mommy that is ugly, no want to wear that!" Does she know what UGLY is? At any rate it goes to quick and doing it on my own while Jason is in Korea is showing me that even more so...We have been on the light-potty training track, and what I mean by light is I do not want to overwhelm them but mainly Kellan so it has been whenever HE feels ready, etc...Today he pee'd in the potty, of course sitting down but HEY HE DID IT! Small steps I am learning...With my sweety Violet, she is my heart, my light, my joy when my 2 year old want zero to do with me. In the mornings she wakes up to singing to herself, since her crib is in my room I get to listen to it...How quickly she has grown! Lately it has been "Ashes ashes we all fall down" all the while she sucks her thumb...I need to treasure these moments instead of focusing on how darn tired and wiped out I am. Truth me told I am WIPED OUT but I am doing it alone damn it and I am proud to say that. So my point of tonight's blog, enjoy your little moments whatever they may be, if they are filled with kids ENJOY, if they are filled with 4 legged kids ENJOY, simply put ENJOY! I plan on hitting the hay early so that I am ready to tackle Costco and the park with my trio tomorrow. How blessed I am....May you all feel as blessed and lucky as me. I will post a picture or two of us...Much love!
~Sarah
Your kids are adorable, and you can't be too hard on yourself for not being able to spend as much time as you like. You've got to provide for them, and sometimes that means sacrificing a little bit of time. It'll get better, I am sure!
ReplyDeleteThanks Ron! I am too hard on myself, but you are right, I am providing for them and sacrificing I am! Thank you for the kind words about my kids, they are my light, my world as you know! And soon you will be there again! I am so happy for you friend! <3
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