As I sit here in the quiet, a quiet that I do not get often...Well if EVER. I am always taking care of someone, something, and lately it seems as if I do not stop. I am working as much as I possibly can to save as much money as possible, to have a little nest egg if you will. I guess that is the very adult thing to do-When did I become an adult and how can it stop? Work was fun as always, busy as always, and I laughed...I always laugh and have FUN at work, the people I have formed friendships, and bonds with will be missed deeply. For more than 18 or so months they have been my work family, and that got me through some lonely times. As yet another military move is upon me, us I find myself sad, and excited to a point. I am sad because I am leaving the beauty that is the beach, that is the smell of the ocean, the feel of sand between your toes and the good ole' south! I find myself realizing that I never really had time to form many bonds with other mom's or make many friends. Yes I have my work friends but people my kids and I go out and bond with, I have not had that. Quite honestly I miss having girlfriends, ladies that can share the same mommy trials, the same needs to bond and simply be a shoulder for one another-I have not had that in a very long time. Yes I have dear friends all over the globe, but people I bond with? Sadly NO. The best friends I have made are my trio, my three little people are my shoulders when I need them, they are there when I need a hug, a kiss, a reminder that I am "The best mommy ever!" As I move soon I need to hold tight to family, and my babies for they will get me through this. This was meant to be a quick post, I will post a few pictures that have been taken lately, ones that make me smile...For tonight I am feeling a little sad. I miss my people in my life-I am not sure I have any followers or readers but this is therapeutic in a sense for me. If I have one reader that can relate I will be happy, so enjoy.
I wish you all a good night and many blessings.
~S
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