Tuesday with it's tired-ness..

~Today was day two at work, and I am simply a "sponge" as my supervisor says. Soak up everything and take it in slowly, he knows that stress makes my ailments worse so he is trying to make this as painless as possible. I appreciate that but darn it I am a person that DOES not SITS so needless to say it is different but I am very appreciative to my co-worker and dear friend who has the patience to do the job and allow me to simply sit back and watch and observe, I sure will miss her when she moves next month. Good friends and good co-workers are rare and she is a rare one in a great way! :-) Getting up in the mornings and getting ready for work every morning really helps me feel I have purpose again, I know being a full time mommy to the trio is the biggest purpose of all but sadly I need more, outside the home. I have been struggling with those feelings lately, I love my kids more than anything but I enjoy working outside the home. I always hope and pray that does not make me a bad mama, because I want to work. My kids are my focus the minute I pick them up and every single minute of the weekends, we have fun and enjoy one another so I try to make up for it. It sure will be easier if Jason gets approved to come home early and help me, it will be a true blessing and make my healing that much easier...Keep praying everyone, we should know any day! I have felt good these past two days, albeit tired of course but as I increase my hours my endurance will also increase and I am so lucky to have understanding leadership that is allowing me to ease back into this slowly. God bless them! This will be a short one tonight, I have a salad with my name all over it and of course my ever present favorite spot on the couch! I wish you all many blessings and a wonderful night. ~S